A lot has changed in the past few months. As you read before, my husband got a new job, we found a place to live, and we have successfully paid our bills every month. It has been so nice to not worry so much about things.
Things are not perfect, and probably never will be. We still struggle to pay some bills on time, but they are getting paid. we have started a plan though and according to my calculations, will be completely out of debt in 42 months. Slow and steady wins the race, right??
Life likes to their curveballs at me quite frequently. I honestly believe that I wouldn't be who I am today id it were not for those curveballs.
After we moved here,I went to the doctor and found out, I might have cancer. What!? I know, that was my first thought. However, I came home and told my husband and the doctor and I decided to have the tests done. Two Weeks went by and I had another appointment with the doctor to make sure I needed the tests. It was confirmed and another week went by before I had the tests. I hate worrying people so we decided not to tell. A few people knew, but not many. I finally told my mom a couple of days before. I had the tests done and the results came back negative for cancer. A relief yes, but in my heart I knew that whatever happened, needed to happen and I was willing to take it on.
My thinking changed a lot that few Weeks. I became very thankful for ever breath I took and for every moment I had with my family. I believe that I needed that change in thinking. I am so glad I went through that trial.
I hope that one day I will be as happy here as I was in Logan. I know the move was essential to our plan. I do really miss my friends and the comfort of where we were, but I really feel like I'm just treading right now. At least my head is above water and I'm not too tired.
Hope you have a great day!
